So Be It


Supernatural Season 12 Episode 22 - Who We Are








SAM: We're not gonna hit dirt for three days. Two if we're lucky. I know you feel it – the air, it's thin. And it's getting thinner. How did this happen?

DEAN: What part?

SAM: All of it.

DEAN: Yeah. You know, it wasn't long ago, I thought we had it made. We saved the world. We got Cass back. We had Mom back. I mean, it wasn't perfect, but still, we had 'em. And now...

SAM: Now they're all gone. And Mom, what they did to her... I just fell for their company line. Man, I...I saw what they were doing, and I – and I thought, Hunters on that scale, working together... how much good we can do. And once I was in, I... I just followed. 'Cause it was easy. Easier.

DEAN: Easier than what?

SAM: Easier than leading.


SAM: Is this how you pictured it? The end?

DEAN: Oh, you know it's not. I always thought we'd go out like...Butch and Sundance style.

SAM: Yeah. Blaze of glory.

DEAN: Blaze of glory. Son of a bitch.



SAM: You ready?

DEAN: Ooh. Oh, no. I'm not goin'.

SAM: What?

DEAN: No, my leg busted up the way it is, I'm no good in a fight.

SAM: I'll take a jacked-up Dean Winchester over any 10 other Hunters any day.

DEAN: Yeah. I saw you. You're ready for this. You show those sons of bitches who's boss.

SAM: What about you? What are you gonna do?

DEAN: I'm gonna save Mom. Look, if she's in there, if our real Mom is in there somewhere, then I'm gonna try and find her, bring her back.


DEAN: You got this. Come here. You come back.

SAM: Promise.

DEAN: Bitch.

SAM: Jerk.

DEAN: Yeah.


DEAN: You lied to me. I was a kid. You promised you'd keep me safe. And then you make a deal with Azazel. Yeah, it saved Dad's life, but I'll tell you something else that happened. Because on November 2, 1983, old Yellow Eyes came waltzing into Sammy's room, because of your deal. You left us. Alone. 'Cause Dad was just a shell. His perfect wife? Gone. Our perfect Mom, the perfect family... was gone. And I... I had to be... more than just a brother. I had to be a father and I had to be a mother, to keep him safe. And that wasn't fair. And I couldn't do it. And you wanna know what that was like? They killed the girl that he loved. He got possessed by Lucifer. They tortured him in Hell. And he lost his soul. His soul. All because of you. All of it was because of you.


DEAN: I hate you. I hate you. And I love you. 'Cause I can't – I can't help it. You're my Mom. And I understand...'cause I have made deals to save the ones I love more than once.I forgive you. I forgive you. For all of it. Everything. On the other side of this, we can start over, okay? You, me, Sam. We can get it right this time. But I need you to fight. Right now, I need you to fight. I need you – I need you to look at me, Mom. I need you to really look at me and see me. Mom, I need you to see me. Please.

MARY: Dean?

DEAN: Mom.


DEAN: Found some expired prescription painkillers, so... lucky me. Mom, you don't have to do that. It's not your job.

MARY: This...All of this is because of me.

DEAN: It's gonna be okay.

MARY: It's not okay. Since I've been back, I know... I've been distant. Cold, even. Leaving you, working with them... I was trying to make things right. Just from a distance, because... being here with you was too hard. Seeing what I'd done to you and to Sam, I...

DEAN: Mom, what you did, the deal...everything that's happened since has made us who we are. And who we are? We kick ass. We save the world. MARY: I'm scared. What... What if he can't forgive me?

SAM: Mom. You don't have to be scared of me.

DEAN: Glad you're back, man.